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Subject:	float on..
Time:	11:39 pm.
Mood:	bad.
Music:	niki fm.

thats my motto, the other day i couldnt stop shaking.. mom said it was from stress or sumthin. my dad is really starting to piss me off recently. i got my hair cutted it looks kinda better i think, cant really tell. but neil is the coolest guy ever i sweare i love him, i told him wat happened with my dad and wat my dad told my mom about me and my stupid expander thingy"she just doesnt want it so.. nvm this is embrassing. my dad really thinks that low on his daughter i mean come on me and my friends have changed kids go through times when they mess up and just be happy i messed up early on in life. my dad hasreally hurt my feelings , i cryed so hard today. respect, is something i no you show your elders and thats one thing my dads big about for real, like following his rules is really all he asks i no its not that hard, but i get no respect from my dad at all. he thinks i should show him respect but does he show me any. no. he doesnt understnad that my freinds are the only thing i live for there like my sisters. im closer to my friends that most of my family, can i talk to ym dad about lieking a boy no. i share somthing with them that i dont share with anyone else. this is the first time that i can say i have best friends and know that i will always keep them. the thought of going to a differnt school is not goign to help my grades or anything for that matter. the only reason i try in school is so when we get older we can have the abbiltie to keep in touch and to start code beauty<---the beuty solan and stuff. i love brandy. usually the guy u like is on ur mind or the drama between ur friends or sumfin like that but i cant get this thing with my dad off my mind. it makes me really upset. this is really long but i just had to get sum stuff out. save the drama for your mama right kids..
will all float on..

i hope.
i wanan be able to show my dad i really have changed and that its alright to trust again. i need a job so bad, and flieshman is like sunday with or without brandy n miriah. school is guna be hard i no it is, but i mean this makes me want to try really it does i need to fix things up but my dad bitching about my ever move is really tearin me down, down far.

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